Confirmed!

I'll start work at that company on Tuesday, 1st of October 2013.
This should be my real new start.
Without any help from anyone.
My own life, my own fight.
Time to create my destiny.

I still have lots to learn.
Although I studied a lot, I still feel incompetent.

My life before today was very fine.
I don't even know why I can achieve all of things that I planned.
I even think that if I tell my story to others, they will see me bragging about myself.
But I didn't find the satisfaction.
I DO give thanks to God about everything that I already achieved.
But somehow I still felt empty until these past few days.

Right now I also have a small business with my friend.
We just started it like few days ago.
Hope it will go well.

I'm thinking about why I start to write a blog again.
Maybe I just don't want to forget about my hardships these days.
So that I can live thankfully.
Things that I have to remember all the time.
Anyway, my previous blog was about my life in South Korea from 2010-2011.
You can visit the site: http://myiyagi.wordpress.com

Got Accepted!!

So...

I went to the company that called me for the interview.

In my point of view, the interview went just so-so.

It was not excellent.

I was again disappointed of myself.

cos i'm kinda perfectionist    ._.

The next day I got call from the HRD manager and she said that she would want me to come the next day to discuss about salary that they can offer and other benefits.

So the next next day I went there again and everything was so smooth.

I was so happy but also confused cos I didn't think that I could make it.

Thanks God obviously.

So, if everything still goes well, I'll start my job at the first of October!

Woohoo!

Wish me luck.

[To anyone of you that mistakenly visit my blog ( ~ ^ ^ ~ )]

Will this be another start?

Tomorrow I will go to a company that I applied before for the salary negotiation. It seems like they're going to hire me.

I was in despair in this last 2 months. After I got my MBA in a private school, I couldn't find a job that really suit me in all aspects. I did try apply for a management trainee program as soon as I graduate but got failed in the first stage of interview.
I felt that I am useless and got so stressed because of that. It seems like nothing goes according to my way. All paths seems blocked.

And then I prayed. Maybe I was too full of myself. I thought that I'm the best, that I can do anything. Then I realized that I'm nothing without Him. So that I give my life and my future in His hand. Again.

This past few years could be seen as the dark side of my life. But I didn't regret it. I made mistakes, so that I can learn from it. I used to say that life is too short to have regrets. I just didn't remember it.

If tomorrow goes well, it perhaps will be another start of my life. I'll try to live fully.