Will this be another start?

Tomorrow I will go to a company that I applied before for the salary negotiation. It seems like they're going to hire me.

I was in despair in this last 2 months. After I got my MBA in a private school, I couldn't find a job that really suit me in all aspects. I did try apply for a management trainee program as soon as I graduate but got failed in the first stage of interview.
I felt that I am useless and got so stressed because of that. It seems like nothing goes according to my way. All paths seems blocked.

And then I prayed. Maybe I was too full of myself. I thought that I'm the best, that I can do anything. Then I realized that I'm nothing without Him. So that I give my life and my future in His hand. Again.

This past few years could be seen as the dark side of my life. But I didn't regret it. I made mistakes, so that I can learn from it. I used to say that life is too short to have regrets. I just didn't remember it.

If tomorrow goes well, it perhaps will be another start of my life. I'll try to live fully.